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Wine & Resurrection

by Jay Alansky

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1.
safe and lonely 
deaf and dandy
 like a golden architecture, i can take the picture safe and jolly
 lame and sultry
 all my steps just like a dancer, never found an answer lost and lonely 
lost and lonely
 are my tears enough to change it, big enough to make it ? lost and lonely
 lost and lonely
 i’m the only one in action, wine and resurrection here’s the magic 
i could spend a lovely night in San Francisco, drive to Sacramento here’s the magic 
i could taste a bit of sand in Sausalito, kiss an Angeleno lost and lonely
 lost and lonely
 every night is like a journey, every night’s a journey lost and lonely
 lost and lonely
 i can hear the sound of music, i still got a lot to do, to do… safe and jolly
 deaf and dandy
 like a golden architecture, i can take the picture lost and lonely 
lost and lonely
 are you really here to love me, are you really here to please me ?
2.
the cold gets in your bones, the bass gets in your spine it’s an elephant’s graveyard, they come here to get a life there’s no place to call home, no place to call home i can tell you about pleasure, pleasure is a bitch 
i can tell you about pain, pain is a trigger i can tell you about loneliness, 
loneliness is a shame 
but i can’t tell you about love... but i crave for love the cold gets in your bones, the bass gets in your spine it’s an elephant’s graveyard, the cold gets in your bones the bass gets in your spine, there’s no place to call home, no place to call home you know how it goes, you know the Berlin game right !
 you know about promises never kept
, words never meant
 you know about freedom
, desolation and good cakes it’s an elephant’s graveyard ! 
i can tell you about pleasure, pleasure is a bitch ... no place to call home no place to call home no place to call home
3.
you bring me down, down on my knees don’t make a sound oh baby please ! it’s getting colder after all you push me down, drowned in my tears look what i’ve found all over the years we’re getting older after all i only came to see the garden i only came to see the world around me, the skies above me i only came to see the garden i only came to see the ocean rise,the flowers die you bring me down, down on my knees don’t make a sound, oh baby please ! it’s getting colder after all now you push me down, drowned in my tears look what i’ve found all over the years we’re not getting bolder after all i only came to see the garden i only came to see the world around me, the skies above me i only came to see the garden, i only came to see the ocean rise the flowers die
4.
pouring out of me the rules of emotions pouring out of me the words and the motions the reason to be here the rise of a rainbow how to disappear, as far as we can go, my love this is what you’ve got chasing a shadow this is what you’ve got the cost of a good show who’s this little man with Yvonne de Carlo? who’s this little man in t-shirt and day-glo, my love? we can run, we can run, run away to the sun, my love we can run,we can run, run away everybody needs a sign of affection everybody ruins a life for attention is this what you’ve got? the size of a dead man is this what you’ve got? the sound of the fountains, my love pouring out of me the rules of attraction pouring out of me the cries and the motions who’s this little boy afraid as a Van Gogh? who’s this little boy too late for the night show, my love? we can run, we can run, run away to the sun, my love we can run,we can run, run away pouring out of me the rules of emotions pouring out of me the words and the motions the reason to be there the rise of a rainbow hostile and unfair as far as we can go, my love
5.
i spit in the wind it’s all for nothing i jump in the snow it’s really something but i’m not sure it’s gonna last you get all the planes in west of london and this is a dream i will abandon i was sure it wouldn’t last that’s how a big life becomes miserable i spat in the wind it was for nothing i jumped in the air wasn’t it something ? but i was sure it wouldn’t last that’s how a big life becomes miserable that’s how a big life becomes miserable i lost all my stock of knowledge and i just feel right on the edge now (I) don’t have the time to wonder will i have the favour of a smile? i jump in the flames and burn for nothing i play all the games it’s really something but i’m not sure it’s gonna last that’s how a big life becomes miserable that’s how a big life becomes miserable
6.
i can’t tell you when you’ll lose your glow will it go fast or very slow? it really puts you in a trance no way back, no offense dance, glance, sense you talk too much about suicide it is just a matter to decide Is it at a throw of stone? Is there any left meat on the bone? known, phone, zone only the lonely, dizzy miss lizzy songs that i will never sing bells that will never ring ding dong ding dong ! you’re upset because it’s hard to find how to let it go but make it shine it really puts you in a trance no answer, no romance france, lance, chance and it came as no surprise, the best way to compromise it’s true ! so many ways to despise all the winners in disguise don’t you? i can’t tell you when you’ll lose your glow will it go fast or very slow? it really puts you in a trance no way back, no offense dance, glance, sense lady madonna, fever and lola songs that i will never sing bells that will never ring ding dong ding dong !
7.
i can reach another shore i can defy logic i can ask for more and more make the world ecstatic i’ll never share with someone else what i share with you i’ll never say to someone else never say what i've been through it’s always gonna be this way i’ll never gonna lose my way as long as i can trust you trust nobody, trust nobody else i could use another name change the game forever give up this old claim to fame kill the pain together i’ll never share with someone else what i share with you i’ll never say to someone else all the pain that i've been through it’s always gonna be this way i’ll never gonna lose my way as long as i can trust you, trust nobody trust nobody else...
8.
9.
out of my head out of my soul out of my bed, allright ! out of your life out of your hair out of your house, allright, allright ! if there’s anything that you want, if there’s anything that you need i can live my life all alone i can disappear flesh and bones i can trace a line on my own out of your head out of your soul out of your bed, allright ! out of my life out of my hair out of my house, allright ! allright ! if there’s anything that you want if there’s anything that you need i can live my life all alone i can disappear flesh and bones i can trace a line on my own
10.
comes a time of indecision comes the time to wonder comes a time of competition and the time i saw you here i come and what’s the limit ? lost and gone i hope you get it is it time for lost dimensions, finally time to be a man ? comes a time of imperfection drifting like a feather comes a time of contradiction and the time i saw you here i come and what’s the limit ? lost and gone i hope you’ll get it is it time for lost dimensions, finally time to be a man ? comes a time of indecision...
11.
i can’t find you anywhere even in hours of despair you tease me you do this from the start but i know, yes i know that you know what’s in my heart been through hard rains in between i’ve been the king of anything it hurt me and this is from the start but i know, yes i know that you know what’s in my heart hold me, hit me you’re the one and only push me, help me please, please ! are you somewhere safe and sound while i’m turning round and round ? please, teach me new lines for my part cos’ i know, yes i know that you know what’s in my heart can i call you anytime?
 are the words so hard to find? you love me you said it from the start and i know, yes i know that you know what’s in my heart hold me, fix me you’re the one and only push me, save me please, please ! i can’t find you anywhere even in hours of despair you tease me you do this from the start but i know, yes i know that you know what’s in my heart
12.
we go on and on through vain conversations we go and on with cheap satisfaction we go on and on, it’s the same old scene we go on and on and it’s cruel and it’s mean i still wonder why it ended up like this i still wonder why we're not on the list i still wonder why, nothing’s really changed i still wonder why it’s still all the same we go on and on, hear the same old crap we go and on, fall in usual traps we go on and on and we lost our pride we go on and on, God has left our side we go on and on through dull conversations we go and on with lame satisfaction we go on and on, it’s the same old scene we go on and on and it’s cruel and it’s mean ` and i don’t want to say goodbye, i don’t want to say goodbye

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released July 9, 2021

Written, performed and produced by Jay Alansky / Berlin
Most of the masterings have been made by Gérard Kouchtchouian, the rest by J.A, drawing by Aurélia A.

Other records by Jay Alansky :

jay-h-alanski.bandcamp.com
jay-h-alanski.bandcamp.com/album/film-music
thepulverizedyears.bandcamp.com/album/-

seYmour
seymour5.bandcamp.com

Bronzino
bronzino.bandcamp.com
eightdifferenttypesofdream.bandcamp.com/album/eight-different-types-of-dream

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Jay Alansky Paris, France

Jay Alansky is a musician and a singer. He has arranged, produced and written albums for numerous artists, was a member of Season and the Beautiful Losers and the creator of various electronic projects: A Reminiscent Drive, sEYmour. He has also devoted himself to image: music videos, photography, fiction ( He directed seven films ) and wrote five novels. ... more

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